Alone...

I've seen my new apartment today. It's more of a studio with a bathroom and a kitchen.
Tomorrow I'll have to move from the hotel to it. I can stay for a few days but I'll be paying tax for that so I need to move.
I need to move mythings alone.
I need to go buy food alone.
I need to discover my way from home to the office and from the office to the home (Bus 106 buy so what ? I somehow know where the bus stop near my home is but still!) alone.
Tomorrow is the weekend. I have to be at the office by Monday.

Damn it. I know I must pass by this but this is hard...