Am I on the correct way to being mad ?

Body

Just came from my cousin's engagement. I couldn't ignore such an event and not go. I had to, Maybe because she - along with her brother - lost their father when they were young, Maybe because I didn't want them to feel that I personally ignore them like I do with the rest of my family as both of them where always nice.

What feelings I had there ? I can say that I didn't really feel well I met my uncles and their wives, One of them was saying "Do you know me ?", I hate this for 2 reasons:
1) I personally have problems with remembering the faces, So I can pass next to you and I won't say hi. It's not because I don't care about you, It's because I didn't recognise you.
2) What's a name ? It's a tag that we insist on using, What has it to do with the human relations and feelings ??

I was thinking that It could've been my party but damn my bad luck.
/me sighs
I was about to run to the greek club where Alaa is and get some beer but I didn't due to financial problems ;-)
I didn't feel like dancing like I'm used to. I've spent all the time sitting down.
My relatives took a table and me, My mother and my sisters took another one. We didn't find a place on their table and it looks like no one o them wanted to join us.

Anyway, When we were going home again I've discovered that she liked it "my mother told me that she wanted me to be there".

May god bless her and her upcoming groom.

Add new comment

The content of this field is kept private and will not be shown publicly.